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People are still giving me hints. I had thought it had stopped but it hasn’t. For some reason forces beyond what I fully can comprehend are guiding me to meditate.

I was at bar last week. There was a kind man who gave me the rest of his joint he bought at the dispensary. He was then really kind the randomly give me some advice, though I didn’t question why he said it, because I knew.

He mentioned a quiet getaway spot. Free from people and noise. Suggested it would be a good thing to do.

So it’s still happening. People subtly guiding me, in the guise of not being direct.

Meditation is one of the hardest things for me to do. Sitting still. Sensory deprivation is what I crave but I have a hard time sitting still.