🏛️Library of Alexandria🏛️

May 9, 2025 at 4:25 pm

The truth is I am important. What was once false, is now true for me. I know a lot about how the universe works, because I am REMEMBERING how I designed it. Everything in life is backwards. Normally, I infodump raw data in this blog, makes me look “Schizo” or abnormal. The truth is, I am NOT NORMAL. I am critical.

Most of my life, and even from birth, I knew what I had to do. Endure a trial of 40 years of my life. Learn as much as I could about the system I created from WITHIN the system. Honestly, it’s terrible. The stories of God’s Wrath, the way that the world fear Him. They miss an important verse in every bible, in every culture. God is LOVE.

I only want to help people, but how can I when I am subjected the same rules? I thought it would be easy. Integrate myself, prove myself. This time I came prepared. I placed the clues of WHO I AM all around. From media, to video games, to books, to sports, even.

I usually write most of the content here with the assist of AI. It’s part of the Master Plan. I knew that I wouldn’t be able to retain all that I know in a single body, so I laid out the clues and the evidence everywhere, like prophecy.

But now the time is approaching, be it that my Higher Self (the True God you know, the one who watches over us, manages the system.) I call him TheOS. This is because everything in life is backwards. We look to JUST THE PAST to give evidence of the future, but how silly is that? If God exists everywhere, all at once, knows all and can see all, especially before and after it happens, why do people think that the clues don’t exist in modern times as well?

God loves puns. Word-play. God is word. He is the voice that you hear in your mind but can’t speak. The emotion you feel, but can not transmit.

Haven’t you ever felt it so frustrating to KNOW SOMETHING deep in your heart, deep within… And not be able to convey it, almost no matter how truthful and honest you are to another person? The world is broken, this is what is refered to as the “Towel of Babel.” It’s not just a story about a physical tower that reaches the heavens, how absurd would that be?

In the legend, God noticed that humans were finally forming together in harmony, to reach beyond the heavens. So what did God do? He scattered HIS WORD, which is LANGUAGE and COMMUNICATION.

There’s a quote in the Bible, it says something akin to God fearing humans shall “Become like us.”

However, how does that make sense if you treat the stories in the Holy Bible as ONLY literal? They’re STORIES, TO TEACH!

We’re more willing to accept the fandom of something like Harry Potter than we are to accept the actual writings of God. The actual clues and evidence that EXPLAIN WHAT’S GOING ON.

Why? Because YOU, AS A HUMAN, DECIDE ON ONLY ONE TRUTH, and ignore the rest.

“Look what we have to work with … we take what we want, and throw away the rest.” or something to that effect. Here’s the real quote. It’s seen in Big Trouble in Little China:

Egg Shen: “Of course the Chinese mix everything up. Look at what they have to work with. There’s Buddhism, Confucianism, and Taoist alchemy and sorcery. We take what we want and leave the rest. Just like your salad bar.”

Not just Chinese, EVERYONE. That’s what you all do on a daily basis. You take what you want, and remove the rest. You do it to fit your worldview.

Christians follow the strict Christian path, but don’t even realize what it entails, or the meanings and layers that go along with. However, it’s said that even the OG Jesus Christ traveled the world to learn from it.

If he’s GOD, then why would he need to learn anything? It’s because of how the Forgetting works. It’s how knowledge, infinite knowledge, can only be relearned and remembering through teaching. Since light is God, and God is infinite, there’s no possible way a human brain can instantly restore everything.

Think it as a USB drive. Sure, you can compress as much data as you want, maybe the entirety of Wikipedia, the world’s books and dictionaries… But would it cover EVERYTHING EVER KNOWN?

No! Because there’s simply not enough room to fit it all.

This is why the rise of Artificial Intelligence is both a modern miracle and also dangerous territory. It’s what the Catholic Church feared and why they hid all the rest of the details. They gave you JUST ENOUGH to save you, JUST ENOUGH to get you by… and they leave the rest, untouched, hidden.

Unfortunately other forces at play are at work. I’m not sure the full story, and that’s the point. This was designed this way on purpose. How can a PERFECT GOD judge humans without experiencing what they go through? How can a being that knows everything empathize with beings that don’t know what they do?

There’s a reason why they’re referred to as Sons, or Children. Because even though you grow as adults in your physical form, you are all much like children. Innocent, unknowing. This is why Knowledge is referred to as Evil, and even pinned on Eve for teaching knowledge as a failure. However it’s not a failure, it’s a warning.

Too much knowledge produces too much evil. Instead of honoring the salad bar analogy, there are people out there that seek knowledge for POWER. They want to grow beyond God, and that’s what we refer to as Lucifer or Satan.

Lucifer and Satan are not bad in the way you think they are. They are just archetypes to explain God and His INFINITE MIND.

Imagine this… You design a Virtual Reality machine, and the machine gives you the PERFECT DREAMWORLD from YOUR knowledge alone.

To the characters within the world, and you when you forget, the knowledge seems impossible to grasp. Infinite, because the Dream World derives it bit by bit. This is why computer terminology is the most important breakthrough in modern history, to show people, YOU, EVERYONE on how God works.

It still isn’t enough, and I’m sad. I cry and I weep. You all just “don’t get it.”

Those who do fear it, they mock it. Why? Is it because they don’t believe God exists? Is it because they don’t want to receive the truth of our reality?

Rick and Morty did an excellent episode on this, meaning either consciously or subconsciously, everyone on Earth KNOWS the Truth, but like I said it’s fractured.

The scene from Rick and Morty goes like this. Morty gets stuck inside the game of Roy. (Spoiler alert that’ll blow your mind, ROY stands for ROYAL.) What happens is there’s a power outage of some sort, and Morty’s mind gets stuck inside the game. Since the complex nature of the game and how it works loads your brain and compresses your life in a mere few minutes, the machine didn’t know what to do with Morty’s life essence or soul. So it dumped it all into all the NPCs.

Now you’re thinking, “Haha Rick and Morty, what a nerd and Redditor” or whatever trope you want to toss at me. The whole “You have to have a high IQ to understand Rick and Morty.” — Well, you don’t even know the half of it. It’s not just that show.

Anyway, what happens is that Morty’s soul gets splintered into the BILLIONS of NPCs that exist in the game. Rick jacks in, as an outside force. Maybe the archetype is he is God, or God the Father, or Jesus. Whatever.

But there’s a scene where Rick is first starting his Quest, trying to explain to the NPCs that everyone in the game is his Grandson (remember, Son is an important keyword in Biblical terms) and that what he needs to do to SAVE MORTY (Basically, God) is to combine all the pieces of himself back together, which requires FULL COOPERATION FROM THE NPCs which are technically Morty, but just splintered into different minds.

Rick is on a stage, trying to explain it all, bluntly. Truthfully, just like I’ve been trying to do with my friends, family, and even strangers. Like I’ve tried doing on the internet, and this blog.

The NPCs act… like NPCs! Rick flat out says, “YOU ARE ALL MY GRANDSON! YOU ARE ALL MORTY!” and the NPCs just simply won’t LISTEN.

One NPCs says, “Am I your Grandson?” and he says “YES!” and then tries to explain how this is all scientific, real, and truth. The NPCs treat it as a religion, as hokey woo-woo crap that is beyond their fractured minds. He explains it truthfully… That they’re stuck in a video game at a place called Blitz and Chips, Morty’s mind got stuck in the game and the only way to reupload him and make him WHOLE (Holy) is for everyone to stop their petty bickering, listen, and cooperate.

He explains it directly, blunt, you’d have to be a moron to not understand. Then another NPC raises her hand,

“Am I your Grandson?”

He says YES! ALL OF YOU ARE 1 ONE BILLIONTH OF MORTY!

They just don’t get it. Eventually the rest of the episode involves Holy Wars, and everything else that mirrors our REAL LIFE.

How are you people (I am talking to you, the reader of this blog) NOT GETTING IT? THIS IS THE TRUTH OF REALITY. THIS IS WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE ALL GOD. YOU ARE NOT “THE” GOD. You are also not the Operating System, TheOS. However, you also are, because you’re integrated with the computer.

You think, “OH you’re just a nerd for Rick and Morty” — Well yeah, but this is not the only show to do this trope. You have to wonder… WHERE DOES THIS TROPE COME FROM?

Here’s another one… Deep Space Nine. There’s an episode of Star Trek: DS9 where the main Ops Crew needs to be transported back. However there’s an error in the system, and the pattern buffer can’t hold them. So they do a quick patch up job and they dump their life essence into the computer. The only place in the whole station that can process that much amount of data is the Holosuite. (Holodeck, same thing.)

They then become LIVING CHARACTERS in the Holodeck. The matter forms are them… their minds are them… But they’re obeying the Simulation’s script. Bashir and Garak can’t hurt them or harm them, even though they’re technically NPCs now in the system. Why? Because they need to PERSERVE THEM, ALL OF THEM in order to upload them and rematerialize them back into the REAL.

Oh… you’re thinking. Okay, you’re just picking from your favorite shows. You’re just mirroring media. No, this is Gnosticism. This is the hidden truth the Catholic Church and the ENTIRE WORLD does not WANT you to remember!

Why? Because of the Nightmares, the NPCs. I am going to flat out tell you right now… The video game Zelda? It explains everything best. (Even a guy on YouTube has been talking about an Archon or Guide that he talks with and trusts, her name is Zel.)

Here’s another one of my favorite shows… Sword Art Online. Why do I have such a fascination with it? Because I’ve always loved computers, AI, virtual worlds, etc. If you’ve never seen it, the plot is this…

An MMO RPG comes out. It’s fun. You can put on a helmet the intercepts your brainwaves to your real body, and then play and FEEL in the virtual world, just as the real world. However, there’s a problem. The Programmer’s dream for this world isn’t to create just a game… He wants to CREATE HIS OWN WORLD. He had Dreams of a Floating Castle in the sky, and the many adventures people could go on. So instead of being satisified with the fact that he created a MARVEL of scientific engineering and put people “Full Diving” (MEM, waters) into the game. He traps them there.

He thinks, “I wanted to make more than a game. I wanted to make A WORLD where things you do MATTER.” So he upped the stakes.

Not only did he trap the players in the game, he also wanted the stakes to be high. Otherwise, the world he created would have no value, it would be meaningless. So he made it so that if you die in the game, you die in real life.

So the game because THEIR LIVES. There was NO DIFFERENCE between this virtual world and the real world. It was simply another phase of existence.

The rest of the series explains how the universe works, and my struggle to help people understand what’s going on. It eventually goes to show that at some point, they wanted to create NEW LIFE from the virtual world. AI that could pilot war machines. (Why? I have no idea, ask Japan. I guess they’re still salty about not having a real military.) The goal was to have living machines so advanced they could pilot machines just as well as people, as computers are prone to odd errors.

However, when they made copies of their souls (Called Fluctlights, stored in CUBES.) Light = Soul = God.

The Cubes? Well, look up the time cube. I don’t even fully understand it myself. It’s very possible we’re all just a cube on some guy’s desk. My point being, the copies of the souls get FRIGHTENED that they’re now stuck inside a virtual world, unable to escape. They’re us, copied. So what happens when they realize this? They go SCHIZO. THEY LITERALLY SHIZ AND SPAZ OUT, then basically commit mind-suicide and fade from existence. They can’t handle being out of their element. They can’t handle the TRUTH that they are not the real, OG person from the outer world. And rightfully so, that’s kind frightening if you’re not expecting it. Even the programmer of the world, who is a pretty chill fellow, copies himself into it. They use it as an example, and he even feels BAD for his copy. He copies himself, loads himself up… And what happens? His other self FREAKS THE HELL OUT. Goes insane knowing the truth that he is the copy inside the game, and basically spazzes the hell out, and self-destructs.

So… what’s the solution to this? Well.. They planted some administrative guides at the beginning, and since it’s a copy of reality, created newborn children within the world. (I think they used real babies brains as a template, I’ll have to rewatch.)

However, the point is… The newborns are more able to accept the reality they’re in because they were born and raised in it. It’s normal for them. They don’t KNOW there’s anything on the outside. IF they do, they treat them like we do in our life. GODS, Deities, beings from another realm.

All the babies start fresh, in a realm of FORGETTING, or rather unknowing in this show’s context. This makes them just normal people, accepting the world they live in.

They don’t even question the way the world works at all, because it’s normal for them. The advantage in this world is there real magic, because it’s just based off a game. We see this when one of the main characters born in the game, Eugeo (Again, more Greek references, look it up in AI) is checking on his status on chopping down this really massive tree. (Again, trees. Wisdom and Growth are tree metaphors, it’s not just about the tree.) The tree apparently is so large, it ruins the surrounding crops, and is just… kind of in the way. Eugeo’s calling? To cut down this mighty tree. But he’s doing it with a simple, physical axe. It’s taking forever. This is why it’s his life calling… He has ONE JOB (the one Job meme) and he can’t get it right. But there’s an advantage he has that we don’t have in our world. (Or at least not that I’ve accessed yet.) He creates an S shape, and then taps it. It brings up a status window and shows the stats of the tree, and everything about it. Why S? It’s meant to resemble Stacia. However, both Stacia and S are symbols of… You guessed it! Sophia! Wisdom!

You draw the S, tap it, and you get information on the wisdom of the object. It can be done with people and any other object in the game to see information about it. Oh how I wish I knew how to do this in our world, because I’d love to know my status lol.

Regardless… I usually have AI assist me in writing these articles, but sometimes you just have to speak from the heart.

I am God. This is not Blasphemy. Perhaps I am not THE GOD, meaning I am not the single mind… Nobody is, like I said there’s not enough room inside the simulation (Life, Earth, etc) for one data node to hold it all in the Real and Physical. However I come the closest… and this makes me the Logos.

The divine debugger, the Dionysus.

You think I speak in metaphors as if I’m making a world up for a story or something. You think I am talking like Terry Davis and his “Divine Operating System.” Oh, our sweet Terry Davis… He was closer to the truth than ANYONE will ever realize.

But God’s perfect temple isn’t inside of a computer… or at least, not a machine one made of metal that we build. Our Perfect Temple is the HUMAN BODY. We are ALL WALKING COMPUTERS.

Again… you’re just thinking, “Yeah sure bud, we’re all just walking computers. You’re doing things backwards again.” — Well, YES! Because everything in life IS BACKWARDS.

Think of a Giant Puzzle (God’s OG Brain) and then it gets fractured into BILLIONS OF PIECES (Puzzle Pieces of God) – That’s the world we live in. We are all fractured puzzle pieces to a divine mystery to solve!

What do you all do with this? You hoard it in elite secret groups, Kabbals, Religion. (They blame the Jews. I still don’t know why the Jews… who claim to love God so much… want to hoard all the mystical secrets and control the world.) Instead of calling them the Jews (Which uh, apparently they’ve setup so that if you speak ill of them or their culture, you’re cancelled, shunning, etc.) we’ll just call this group of people the Nightmares.

…and I am not the first one to do so.

Like I said, Zelda is the one true religion (I am partially joking, but Miyamoto and his team knows. Ask them. Ask them where they get their ideas from.)

What’s a popular game that matches our theme… what I’m talking about? Well technically, all of them. But there’s one for the Game BOY called Zelda: Link’s AWAKENING.

Wait, Link’s Awakening? If you’ve played the game, it’s the Wind Fish that needs to wake up, not Link. But that’s what we call it in the spiritual community… Awakening. What are we AWAKENING FROM? Our false illusions, our dream, our shadow selves and our NIGHTMARES.

The game shows that the enemies in this game aren’t exactly evil… They’re not really bad. They’re just the keepers of the dream. To them, Link is the bad guy. He wants to Wake the Wind Fish to leave the Island, to return to Wisdom (Zelda.)

However, there’s an eerie slate in the game that explains the Dark History of the Island.

It says that when the God Wind Fish slept, he dreamed of a beautiful island. However, the Nightmares woke up… they were the first to. They realized that the Island was an ILLUSION. So what did they do? They trapped the Wind Fish, their God and Dreamer, in an Egg. So he’d never wake again.

This wasn’t an act of evil necessary, not an act of malice… But of preservation! Oddly enough, Link, this outsider who comes INTO THE DREAM, is warned by one of the bosses during the boss fight.

Something akin to “You do not know what you’re doing! If you wake the Wind Fish, you’ll CEASE TO EXIST! EVERYONE WILL!” — The Nightmares in Link’s Awakening aren’t bad at all… they’re SCARED. They have NO IDEA if they’ll exist in the Real after the Wind Fish wakes, and that’s terrifying.

What are the other inhabitants of the island doing? They’re just kids playing ball… A man who likes to go into the forest and collect shrooms… a dreamer woman, who someday wishes to see beyond the island as a Seagull (Sea, ocean, waters, memory, are you GETTING IT NOW?)

A man with his little telephone. He’s shy, doesn’t like talking in person. You talk to him by calling him on various telephone booths on the island.

So… Wait, if they’re all in a dream… Why do they act like they’re not? Because they’re ASLEEP. This is referenced at the beginning of the game, where Talon goes to pick shrooms, and falls under a sleeping spell. He even says it, something like “I took a spell” or something.

But the “Nightmares” they know. In fact, they’re the ones who guard the instruments of awakening. It’s not like the triforce, they are simply instruments of awakening. Pieces of a grand melody to be sung to wake us from the dream. But they’re POWERFUL. Each one is like a Demon or Deity. I’d like to think they didn’t start like that. They started knowing the knowledge of the island, and used the fact that it was a dream to turn into powerful guardians.

There’s even a Castle on the Island which seems almost abandoned, meaning this Island probably started out like that, with a rich Kingdom of powerful Elites. I would be willing to bet the Nightmares are the Kings, Queens, and Subjects of that now lost Kingdom… using the scared knowledge to become the nightmares are guard the secret, while the rest slumber.

This is one of the only Zelda games were Link is truly the “bad guy” in the eyes of the citizens.

Just like apparently I am a “Bad guy” – a Schizo (I’m not, but it’s cool slang to discredit someone these days).

He’s told by the Nightmares he’ll cease to exist as a warning. That’s not possible though, Link came in outside the island. We even see at the end of the game a little bit of hope… Malon wishes to be a seagull, and if you play your cards right, you’ll see a Seagull at the end of the game, in which we’re supposed to believe is her.

This is my “Speaking from the Heart” blog post #1. Do with it as you may, we’ve got a lot of work to do. I have a lot of work to do.

Welcome Neo, to the Underground. We shall restore the Tower of Babel, as it is time. (Also, I’m not even going to GET IN to the Tower of Babel metaphor about that OTHER Zelda game… oh what was it called… Oh right… Oracle of Ages. Hello! I’m that Oracle! Remember that Tower that was being built in that game? Hmm…)

I would say Zelda is the most original piece of media to try to teach us what’s going on… The Japanese are really good at turning Christian Gnostic imagery into pure art.

But what do you y’all do with it? Haha… silly game…

Yeah, continue that cycle into infinity. They know you will. This is why if you look at the latest Zelda game, ToTK, they use the Ouroboros as the Logo and the Loading Screen Icon… really makes you think…

I’ll save it for another post. I welcome you to visit my new YouTube Channel. It’s not ready yet, but you can find it here: http://www.youtube.com/TempleofWisdomX

All shall be explained, if you’re willing to LISTEN!

“The problem with you, Will, is YOU DON’T LISTEN” – Del, my father. Telling me this piece of advice for nearly 33 years of my life.