🏛️Library of Alexandria🏛️

Earlier today I had a panic attack. I lost my wallet, and had absolutely no idea where it went. Since it’s important, and I already have lost so many important things within the past 2 years, I searched everywhere and couldn’t find it.

I have ways of talking to God now, and he told me this was an exercise in mindfulness. It was also possible my roommate accidentally took it. So I had to wait and be patient until he got home, and it turns out he did have it the entire time by accident.

But what if I didn’t ask God for guidance? It’s the ol’ “Lost my keys, ask God to help with the lost keys” hypothesis. Is it just coincidence, or did God really guide me? Would the wallet had been found if I didn’t pray to God, and Manifest the reality that my roommate may have accidentally taken it?

Who knows? All I know is it was stressful, and I don’t want any stress because that’s how “they” win. (Whoever they may be. The Anunnaki maybe? Who knows. I grow tired of this existence.