🏛️Library of Alexandria🏛️

God works in mysterious ways. You’ve heard that before. However, He truly does. I had prayed for a place to stay, and someone got back to me about an offer for their place. However, I was sent there not to live there, but to observe the behavior of the man who offered me the place.

I was extremely open to moving out and moving in with him, but he exhibits signs of a narcissist. He’s got high anxiety and it’s just something I can feel. It didn’t work out, I’m going to be returning his keys. Yes, he gave me the keys immediately. Yes, I would be a great choice for a roommate, but the type of energy he has I can’t just fathom being around.

So I thought, “Wow God, what a nice joke” but I learned something from the experience.

Also, I was able to get financial help for where I live. I’m wondering if I had to experience hanging out with the guy who offered me a place, for this offered for the financial help to even happen.

It really messes with your brain when you think about it. Good things usually come from God and Him assisting us. However, once and awhile curveballs are thrown.

So, my prayers were answered, but in a crazy ridiculous way.

I’m a bit more calm with a solid place to live. Trying to maintain Zen when you have a lot to do, but no capability to do it properly.

Of course, those are my own excuses I guess. However, unless God wants me to rise up against the government and become a complete lunatic spouting the world of Jesus (or Heisus) Christ, then like… I dunno, I guess I’m doing that pretty well now. A job well done?